Reminder

“Life Is Suffering. It Is Hard. The World Is Cursed. But Still, You Find Reasons To Keep On Living.” — Princess Mononoke (1997)

As life goes by, I never thought that life would take me to this point, pass every sharp uneven pebble along the way. Read every line, meet every character, and face every inevitable fact I never wished for. Some moments and incidents that I can’t enjoy and felt so painful, hell, some made me feel like I was trapped in one of those terrifying nightmares, the waves tossing and pulling me under, I thought I cannot resurface. But time passes, and I can’t skip that chapters till it passes unevenly. I keep going with the world that keeps revolving around me. in dragging lulls, time passes.

But I once wrote that life isn’t just about struggling and suffering, but life is an infinite number, it has its ups and downs. I also had moments when I don’t want that page to end. There are moments that I take a deep breath and think that I have gone through harder things and survived, I thrived when I don’t limit my beliefs. Now I have nothing but the blessings I can count on. And I appreciate the things that matter most. I believe that It’ll be one day that will change my life forever. And it’s worth fighting for.